Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Hormones

Now men will NEVER EVER understand what it is to be pregnant. I am not talking about the fact of getting bigger or things like that. What I am talking about is the mood swings, being emotional, not feeling attractive ect. As of tomorrow I will be 18 weeks pregnant (I'm not sure yet but did i mention that I am 95% sure its a boy? I already call him Justin) and I have gone through it all morning sickness, bad skin, a lot of weight gain hemorrhoids and the #1 thing moodiness. Now the most recent episode was 2 days ago....Junior got this fish tank that you hang on the wall (if I remember I will take a picture and post it). I was not a fan of it at first but now that it is finally up its nice. Anyway we were driving around getting some things so that it could be put up and some other things that you put inside a fish tank (this is his project). Either way I don't think that we ate breakfast that morning or if we did...but either way i was getting tired of driving around and going in all of these stores (he spent 30 min talking to a lady about fish) and we were both getting hungry, we agreed on Wendy's.
We got our food and Junior looked at his sandwich and threw it back in the bag (I guess because he was driving). So i proceeded to take the sandwich out and fix it so he could eat and drive and also told him I don't like when he slams things down which lead to a response of "so what". Any other day it would not matter what he said I would of gave him his sandwich and then go on to eat my food. But then "i take so long to do everything (i hear that a lot from him). In my head I'm thinking I'm starving (he probably is too but that's not the point lol) and i go to fix your food before my own and then you say that!!!!! I went off i threw my bag of food down in the car and as we sit in the Wal Mart parking lot (had to buy something else for the damn fish before we could go home so i could sleep) and proceeded to yell and scream at him with outburst of crying in between not to mention that he feeds off of that stuff so he laughs and provokes a bit. Then i felt a bit embarrassed and VERY hungry and wanted him to go inside by himself and go buy the stupid light for the tank so I could eat in peace....After reflecting on my behaviour I came to the conclusion that I was just overly hungry and tired and hormonal (you will hear that word a lot)....After all of that I came home and went straight to bed for like 2-4 hrs while he played with the tank. I think that's it for now

1 comment:

Jennifer said...

Hey mama! I feel ya on the hormones! I'm so sorry to write here but can you please let me know your email address? I need to get you the $20 gift card from Natural Baby Boutique! I'll give you 48 hours to respond :)